nom nom!!

Just tried out the drink called "sima" that me and my mom made on sunday! : D (Sima doesn't have alcohol in it so don't get mistaken 'cause I called it a drink) It's kinda like soda, but not quite. ^^ Aaaaand it was goooood. ♥

School was amazingly boring yet again and I was half asleep on all of my classes. Thew only new thing today was that I had a math test, which I had forgot about and hadn't read to at all. oh well~ \o/

Ah I'm watching this video response to another video on youtube which has this UCLA girl ranting about Asians and I'm somewhat hoping that someone would go and help out the poor girl who has no idea that she has just insulted an entire race. But anyway! The video is called: "Ching Chong! Asians in the Library Song (Response to UCLA's Alexandra Wallace)" In the video there is this guy who makes this sweet song the UCLA girl that was racist towards Asians. The video is so good!!! And song gets stuck in your head for the rest of the day! : D Go check it out!!

I'm not making much progress with the KHR re-run. I've watched only about 15 episodes and skipped most parts of those episodes. Mostly because I personally think that in the first episodes the story doesn't really move on at all and they are just making filler episodes and making the characters familiar to you, but because I've already watched the first 150-200 episodes of it, I reaaaally don't need to stuck with the boring parts. Anyway! I'm all droooool when I see Hibari, 'cause he's just so badass... XDDD And also because I've read like 100 doujinshis and i those... well... ; )) go se for yourself how he is in those.

I think it was yesterday when me and my friend Kata talked about men in general. We also had to admit to ourselves that we need guys (and I mean boyfriends). We both agree that getting a boy, who doesn't really know anything about "life" or such is someone we'd rather not have by our side. *cough* reminds me of someone *cough*
Side note! I wonder what is it that makes bad guys so attractive to me. I mean... srly there's just something about that mysterious-type, cool-type, badass-type, the villan-of-the-story -type of a guy that makes my knees weak. If anyone happens to know the reason to that, do tell. : 3

Back to watching KHR!

CHING CHONG MY LOVED ONES! ♥

KHR re-run _again_

Alrighty then; it's getting pretty obvious that there has to be something fucked up in my system 'cause I'm sick all the time. I started womiting last night at about 2am and had a terrible headache (you know the type when you see any light at all and you feel like some is stabbing your brain?). Clearly school was not such a great idea so I stayed home. I'm feeling _okay_ now, but my head still feels weird. I slept most of the day and durning the time that I was awake I watched a couple movies and then House.

*sigh*

Anyway; finished D.gray-man and now I'm feeling slightly empty just like I always do when I finnish watching an anime or some other series. I started thinking that what series would I watch next and decided that it's been too long since I last watched Katekyo Hitman Reborn. I've noticed that I never watch a series if I don't find any of the characters interesting; in KHR's case the character I love the most is Hibari Kyoya (I clearly have a thing for "bad" guys [but I guess he's kinda not a bad guy but rather this cool type of a guy which I also might have a thing for]).



OH AND BY THE WAY!!!! I CAN'T DECIDE WHETHER YOU SHOULD LIVE OR DIE!! ♥

Sorry XD I just love that song so much!

Tomorrow I'll go to school no matter how shitty I feel. : / can't keep missing any more classes (though I don't need to be worried yet).

I'm gonna asume everyone at least is somewhat aware of what Facebook is(?). I've been talking to this person on my DeviantART account and now I think I might have found her on facebook so I added her. I'm not sure if she's the right person though, 'cause there were like 100 hits on that name, but yeah. Let's hope I found the right person. (Why did I even mention this here?? not sure about that either.)

...fuck

So the holiday's over today. Back to school tomorrow. *sigh* Not excited about it. And I didn't get any sleep last night..... I don't really know why. I went to bed before midnight and then I kept rolling around the bed until 5am. I'm _really_ tired and annoyed. The only good thing that I see in this day is that yet again the sun is shining and it looks like summer is almost here.

I'm almost done watching D.Gray-man. Only a few episodes left. I've also read the manga to as far as it has been continued now. I'm praying that they'll continue the anime, but I have my doupts. Some have said they've started already making it, but they are just not sure when the first episode will come out in Japan. Some say that there's not going to be an anime at all; that the whole series is finished and only the manga will continue. I hope so bad that the anime would continue. I like watching anime more than reading manga, so it would be nice to see (WARNING SPOILER!!!) or rather cool to see Allen as a Noah and Tyki Mikk with his long hair ♥ Aaaand all the other new Noahs. But then I'm sure I'll cry when all those sad things happen to Kanda and Alma and also when they show Kanda's past.(END OF SPOILER!!!)

There's this one song that's stuck in my head.... "I can't decide" by Scissor Sisters. The song makes my day, really. Mostly because there's a person in my mind when I listen to the song. ♥♥♥ ^^ Ah, I wish him the best, _not_.



Lyrics to the song ♥:

It's not easy having yourself a good time
Greasing up those bets and betters
Watching out they don't four-letter
Fuck and kiss you both at the same time
Smells-like something I've forgotten
Curled up died and now it's rotten

I'm not a gangster tonight
Don't want to be a bad guy
I'm just a loner baby
And now you're gotten in my way

I can't decide
Whether you should live or die
Oh, you'll probably go to heaven
Please don't hang your head and cry
No wonder why
My heart feels dead inside
It's cold and hard and petrified
Lock the doors and close the blinds
We're going for a ride

It's a bitch convincing people to like you
If I stop now call me a quitter
If lives were cats you'd be a litter
Pleasing everyone isn't like you
Dancing jigs until I'm crippled
Slug ten drinks I won't get pickled

I've got to hand it to you
You've played by all the same rules
It takes the truth to fool me

And now you've made me angry

I can't decide
Whether you should live or die
Oh, you'll probably go to heaven
Please don't hang your head and cry
No wonder why
My heart feels dead inside
It's cold and hard and petrified
Lock the doors and close the blinds
We're going for a ride

Oh I could throw you in the lake
Or feed you poisoned birthday cake
I wont deny I'm gonna miss you when you're gone
Oh I could bury you alive
But you might crawl out with a knife
And kill me when I'm sleeping
That's why

I can't decide
Whether you should live or die
Oh, you'll probably go to heaven
Please don't hang your head and cry
No wonder why
My heart feels dead inside
It's cold and hard and petrified
Lock the doors and close the blinds
We're going for a ride



And the song makes me feel goosd too. Even though the lyrics are a bit, well... dark, I love it how the song itself is so happy~ ♥

Holiday ♥

Ah, it feels like saturday even tough it's only friday! And no school on monday!!! \o/ ♥

Yesterday Ida came over and we started working with her hair to make it like Aleine from Porcelain Black. And we finished it today. She really looks a lot like her now even though the blond part is still too dark. I'm bored now that Ida left and I've finished editing the pictures that we took.

HEY U GUYS KNOW WHAT!? I PASSED MY MATH EXAM!!!!!!!!!!! ♥ Guess who's happy as hell about it! XD

Anyway I gotta go to ask my mom to massage the back of my neck before I'll die of the pain...

Here are the pictures that we took today! o/

Umbrellaah~

Today was... bad. Or ratdher I was in a bad mood even though some good things happened today; like I got a job for the summer. But yeah, unfortunately I'm feeling too lazy now to update...

Here's a pic collab of me and my friends acting t stupid at school:

...Conditioner ruined my hair.

My hair is now red, _AGAIN_. I didn't want it to be red nor do I like it. Srly it couldn't have made it any worse. I have to wait for about 2-3weeks before I'll do any dramatic changes to it; I'm gonna dye it 1/3 blond 2/3 black. I'm wuite sure it'll look okay/cool but I still need to wait! I don't want to dye it now even though I don't like the red at all, 'cause I don't want my hair to get anymore damaged than needed to, so I'll try to endure this color for a while.

(Sure the color is _BRIGHT_ and all, but I loved the orange! I've had this color before and I haven't missed it too much. Besides if I've had the color before I'd rather not have it again, at least not after such a short time.)

Here's a picture of the disaster:

I love sleeping ♥

I was supposed to take a 30min nap but I woke up 2 hours later when Bono (younger dog) sat on top of my back. ♥ I _FAIL_. But sleeping is my thing *3* even though I have nightmares 60% of the time when I sleep.

Today wasn't such a bad day even though school is never fun. I found a new artist who _love_: Shiloh. Her song "Can't hold on" keeps ringing in my head all the time! She's so pretty too ;u;

(sjdupajsdxcasfjdåaeäködhsäfhzs I feel lazy, but I'll just try to update at least something...)

I watched Ghost Hunt and now I'm watching D.Gray-Man for the third time. It's a great anime too ♥ I love Allen and Tykki Mikk (or however you spell his name) aaand Komui is soooo funny ♥♥♥

I'm supposed to read a book for my Finnish course and I'm having some trouble deciding what book should I read. There are a few that I'd love to read, but I can do my essay about only one of them. All of the book are famous and known to be written in a brilliant way; Flowers of Hiroshima, Schindler's list and American Psycho. I'm currently in the favor of reading American Psycho, since the movie about it was so great. Even more amasing visual prodution was Shindler's list, but I'm slowly thinking that I'd rather not read the book for this course. As much as I'm intrested in the second world war, I'd still rather not read about how so many innocent people died just for one man's belief, at least not now. I'm going to assume that the book has nothing amusing about it and it's mostly just depressing and heartbreaking just like the movie was. I'm not saying that the book would be "bad" or "something you shouldn't read", no, not at all; I personally think that it's a book you just _have to_ read. I'm just going to push reading it untill later. ...Maybe I'll read it in the summer when I have more time.

Anyway~ I'm gonna go and watch some more of the D.Gray-man now o/