Damn.

Well, just like always Mondays aren't really my thing. Thanks to the damage on my nose, my head has been aching the whole day. I took a painkiller, but it just doesn't seems to go away. : < I didn't sleep too met last night either. I woke up many times and Didn't get any sleep after 04.40. I kept rolling around on my bed until six and finally got up.

School wasn't as bad as though it would be, since the morning started so well. I have to start doing my essey for one course soon, but I'm not the least bit inspired. I started feeling a bit sick on the bus when I was coming home.

When I finally came home I was hungry and tired, so I made something to eat quickly and then went to bed. I slept for almost two hours, but I'm still really tired and my head is still aching. I don't know what to do with this pain, but I guess I'll just have to manage. : /

It bothers me just a little bit that I'm already stressing about the test week... : s Luckily I need to endure only two more weeks and then we have a week off from school. That's not the only thing I'm bothered about, though... Now that I'm dating someone, I feel a bit pressured, 'cause I don't normally go out on schooldays, because I'm simply too tired to go, but now he want's to see me and I'm dead tired. Today I absolutely can't have him come over, 'cause I feel too sick. I kinda do feel sorry for him for being crazy about me, 'cause I'm so busy and tired on schooldays, that I don't have time to see him that often. : (

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I hate how my skin looks with/or without makeup. I've got to start taking care of it more. I want my skin to look okay, even if I'm not wearing any makeup. 'cause I'm really pale from my skin, redness shows really well on my skin and so does everything else. *sigh* I need to do something about this, so in the summer I wouldn't have to waer heavy makeup.

Time to do some extreme changes to the way I treat my skin! \o/ ~

First off, I'm going to need to start drinking water more daily!
I also need to wash my face at least two times a day: in the morning and before I go to bed.
I need to use skincare products.

My goal is to get my skin into a very good condition before summer. And also lose some weight. But I think with a little motivation from my friends will help me achive my goal~. : 3

WISH ME LUCK!!! <3

D:

This fucking this doesn't work!! ;_____;

So I'll just write a short summary:

I broke my nose (don't ask...)
I passed out
I cut my wrist (by an accident!!!!)
My friend came over <3
We played Kingdom Hearts 2 the whole night

Things change

I feel weird. I was single for almost two years.There was one relationship, in real life it was the same as if I would've been single the whole time. But now, today I should change my status for "single" to "in a relationship". Honestly I don't know if I even remember how to be a girlfriend to someone anymore. But I might as well try.

SO LONG FOREVER ALONE -DAYS!

I'm guessing it'll take a while to get used to being around him more than I used to. And it surely will take time for us (or rather me) to be comfortable hugging and kissing and for it not to feel awkward.

This is SO weird!!

And today is also quite a good day for other reasons than just the fact that I'm not single anymore. : 3 The sun is shining brightly and even though it's really cold outside the weather looks great! And I also even had the energy to clean up a little. ; ) Now I think I'll go play Final Fantasys or Kingdom Hearts! : D

Well, fuck you too.

I've noticed that my day can turn from a good day to an extremely bad day really, really fast.

Today my morning started by me waking up about an hour early and I didn't get any sleep after that. I was a little bit annoyed by it, but didn't pay too much attention to it later. I got up, put on my make up, decided which clothes I would ears and started to do my hair. I cleaned up my room, 'cause my 2 friends were supposed to comed over after I had gone to my previous school. Pretty soon after I was done my friend called me to tell em that she couldn't come. (and to be honest I wasn't too happy about being alone with my other friend, 'cause he is a bit different and it's sometimes really hard to come up with something to talk about...)

At my previous school it was funny to notice how well my former teachers still remembered me and it was amusing how the new students were staring at me with their mouths open. I was on a good mood, but there were a couple things that my friend whined about, which made me a bit pissed. (Dude, you don't need to complain about every little thing and always comment to what I say...)

The sun was shining, which was a good thing, but because it's winter here, it was freezing cold. Just the normal -30 celcius... Luckily one of my other friends decided to show up, so I didn't have to be alone with the other guy. (Oh and of course he complained about not understanding what me and Mirva were talking about!)

After both of them had left I tried to take a nap. That didn't go so well; just when I was about to fall asleep my dad called me and I didn't fall asleep after that anymore. When my mother came home I was hungry and tired and fairly annoyed already, but of course she had to make her best effort to make me more annoyed. Surely my mother knows me well enough to make me go from happy, happy to EXTREMELY PISSED OFF. Naturally now I'm just trying not my start shouting like a mad man...

AND I'M STILL HUNGRY! And we don't have anything that I would eat!!!

Yey!

Yey, I don't have any classes tomorrow or the day after, so I don't have to go to school at all!! \o/ I finally relax and have fun with my friends. I'm gonna make brownies today so we can eats them tomorrow with mah pals. XDDD

Gotta go take a shower soon. I need to look good tomorrow ; ) Though I feel the need to look good everyday, even though I never do. : <

I had a great day today. I had fun with my friends and we laughed the whole day to our own stupid jokes. :''DD I don't know but now I just don't feel like writing too much. I'm too busy, or at least I feel like I'm too busy. So I might write something latter, since I don't need to get up early tomorrow!! : 3

Oh shit...

I have successfully forgotten this blog completely. Well at least I remembered it now!! :'DD Not much has been going on lately. I did have a little crush a while back and it didn't go too well ==> ended up heartbroken and pissed off at everything ==> made me quite suicidal... ^^' Had a happy New Year, NOT!

Well now everything is going okay. School is well... school and it's as diffivult as ever, but I've managed somehow. Currently I don't have anyone that I really like, in that way. I've been having so much fun with my friends that I haven't had the time to think about guys. : D Which I'm happy about. There is one guy who seems to like me and also calls me his "darling", but I don't really know if I'm interested. : ss

My hair had a couple changes while I didn't update this blog. I dyed it black, from which it changed to blueishblack with red and blakc dreads, from that to purpleblack and from that to BLUE! ♥ Or actually it's blue from the top and black from the lower parts.

I had a terrible headache today so I stayed home from school. : ( Didn't sleep much and now I'm really tired. I should probably go to bed early today,but we'll see... XD I watched 5 movies and now I dragged my ass to the computer to watch POT (Prince of Tennis). :'D I've wathed this series 5 times already, but I just have to see it again. : DDD

P.S I'll TRY to remember this blog from now on ;___;